I had an interesting conversation with an online friend this weekend. He said, more or less, that I intimidated him because I seemed so deep and spiritual. Boy was I shocked. Those are not two worlds I would use to describe myself.
Spiritual people, to me, don’t get bogged down in daily life like I do. I see them as being above all those little daily disappointments. Spiritual people are also able to make their desires and goals come true, or at least develop and implement plans that will lead the fulfillment of those goals. I would like to be able to do that, but I can’t. I couldn’t even finish my NaNo novel last month. (There are few words to describe how disappointed I was. But I just wasn’t able to overcome the wall I hit.)
I don’t think I am a spiritual person. I am a person trying to find my spirituality, trying to become a better person. I don’t know what that means yet. But, I think the journey to find out is something that will make me a stronger person.